Meeting of a Man and a Chair

The man strides into the lobby of his employer’s law firm while staring raptly down at his new Burberry loafers. He really does love them. The receptionist a few feet away doesn’t acknowledge him, as…

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Bipolar Disorder

I am thinking of dying my hair red and getting my nose pierced

I finally fixed my computer that’s been broken from over a week and made everyone tea and omelettes for breakfast and I off course won’t have any

There’s way too much to be done like I need to rearrange my wardrobe and I’ve not finished a poem I started-a month ago

It’s almost 11 in the morning and. I haven’t been to sleep yet

But I decided to go running, I’ve never been a runner

But today I want to start doing it for a change

My friends have been telling me to start doing yoga because it will make me feel good

I come home and put red dark lipstick on my lips

it’ made me feel so pretty

But

after 5 minutes I wiped it coz it made me look ugly

So now I decided to get a tattoo instead of paying my rent

I cleaned my house again and you wouldn’t believe how filthy it was behind the doors

I called everyone in my family just to check

Or because I have been ignoring their calls from last 2 months but today I feel like talking

I ramble so fast and have so much excitement in my voice that the words coming out from my mouth are not making any sense just like this sentence

I picked up smoking again it’s better than talking to anyone

Or picking up any Ativan.

I wish it was Ativan

I want to shave my head again

I’m. holding the shaver in my hand again but decided to complete my poem

I rewarded myself with a bottle of red wine

That’s my favourite

but

it doesn’t go well with my medication

But I don’t care

So now I’m crying

I’m lonely but I’m not alone

I decided to go out with a friend

30 minutes in now I want to go home

Why did I do this ?

I do t want to be here anymore

I off course don’t say this

I fall silent

My friends have been texting me since morning asking if am okay ?

I come home everyday and I don’t try to kill myself

But I do wish and pray to god to take me in my sleep

Everyone loves and adores me but

I don’t believe that

Everyone applaud me for being productive and living life to the fullest

But……

The voices in my head……..

Thanks for reading…..

Meeting of a Man and a Chair

Bipolar Disorder

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